e.den ... jancy

June 19, 2005

Pain = living

Some of my friends told me that they sometimes need to feel pain in order to know that they are still living. They push themselves to the limits, find ways to occupy their time and spend their energy (sometimes, whatever little that is left). Never mind falling sick, never mind all the aches, because pain is what they are after. Because feeling pain serves as a reminder that they are still living. I think it's like trying to pinch yourself to make sure that you are not dreaming when in a too-good-to-be-true situation.

I went jogging on Friday. In Macritchie reservoir. I liked it there! There was a lot of fauna and animals information, pond animals, etc, to distract me from my jogging. Very pretty inside, hidden away from the noise and air pollution from the roads outside. It has been sometime since my last night jogging in Bishan Park with Laoge. Whoa, really a long time! A year, I think.

Then, due to some inability to reject a randomly insane suggestion by Ah girl, and a lack of excuse since bblics was also into the suggestion, I found myself cycling in East Coast Park around 10pm that day. It's been an even longer time since I last rented a bike and cycled. We are looking at 3 years and more.

Currently, the back of my thighs and my calves are still aching a little. I don't need to feel pain to be conscious of living. But, I like aches from exercising because I can then persuade myself that I'm living a healthy lifestyle, in spite of a stubborn deficiency in weight.

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June 19, 2005

Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 14:05

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